first day back to school...

today i woke up like always but what's different wif me is that i'm so pumped up to go to school... and thats a weird thing... and the worst part was we had to start the first day back to school by listening to some dental speech... well duh...its only half an hour plus wif the power point... i bet she wants to end it quickly just like we want to... then we go back to normal school life... well i really thought that we would be getting our papers today but it seems it didnt went like i thought it would be... i brought the 'jeruk thing' for my frens... and they ate them like wow! esspecially jaja... then we(me mas n yana) played tutup botol... i forgot the other name... i had expected that we would get our science paper today... and i somehow manage to get A... although 5 points lesser than mid-term... but ok i guess coz its an A... n i somehow manage to beat levonne... hmm quite a thing... heh... i'm suppose to get same marks wif chan but coz of the addition n deduction i've got... i'm lower than her... but that doesnt make any changes... just b'coz i HAD to be sincere so i'm lower than her... AND she thought that i wan to add marks...! like duh...! i told her that its not like what she thinks... good thing she realized it after that... but i'm stil below john... my god fiza! this is just science paper...! not including OTHER papers YET... mmm well me n kucai fulfilled our promises today... hmm good... n whats more... someone got chocolate frm him... wow... chocolate... sweet...! its a pity i'm fasting today if not i can have a share too... huh... ah no big deal...!

boring day...

hmm... after a week of holiday i feel weird coz tomorrow i'll be going to school... mmm nothing much happen today... just some guys came to my house but of course i didnt open the door and ignore them... though i didnt make any noise coz i didnt want them to realize there was someone in the house... but then i realized that they were just going to give me a hamper but of course they didnt gave it to me coz they didnt realize i exist anyway ok stop it! hmm... when its 3.30 pm i quickly change the chanel... then i remember sumthing... 'man! the remote cntrl isnt working right! so how's i'm suppose to change the subtitle...?' well duh! of course i got to borrow frm someone and that someone is zati of course... so i called her... but then... bustered! she's not home... can i borrow frm her sis??? arghh forget the damn remote...! so i just watched ah meng WITHOUT the subtitle and i was like... 'what are talking about???' coz i dont understand a word they saying... but i still get the hang of it... a bit though... i know that qi yue's mom is suspitous(is this the correct spelling?? i bet not) bout their relationship now and the teacher is together again wif his girlfren and ah meng swore in front of qi yue's dad grave that he will protect qi yue no matter what happen n much2 more... oh well there's nothing much that i can do at home... i thought i want to download anime wallpaper BUT my pendrive is missing...! ah... must be my bro who took it... humphh... well so much wif the downloading thing... oh brother...! but well! ah meng is cute after all! and i like it...! hehehehe... but man its soo boring...! but when i think bout school i feel lots of butterflies want to get out frm my stomach and its an awful feel n i dnt like at all... you knw why? yeah damn rite...! coz i thought bout my exam results... ok ok stop! dont want to think anymore... want to watch tv or do filling-my-stomach mission... tata...

akhirnya...

akhirnya aku dapat gak msk net... stlah beberape hari aku try msk at last hari nie dpt gak msk... net kat rmh aku nie gile skit... smlm g open house rmh syafiq x rmai sgt r yg aku jmpe... aku jmpe syfq, julien, choy, yu weng fei, chan wai nam, chantelly and blaise... x byk pun yg aku bual ngan dorg... d la gak julien tnye aku psl levonne... aku tnye dia psl ian n dia... 2 je r... aku byk bual2 ngan zati n farisa... cam ktorg lak yg da lama x jumpe... hehehe... n then balik... mlm tuh aku raye kat rmh acik... n then tdo tuh aku x hrp sgt dpt tgk fruit basket... sbb klu hrp sgt aku mesti x dpt tgk... so pagi td aku dpt tgk... the last episod... sian sgt kat kyo... menakutkan btl rupe dia dlm bntuk monster... n then tohru tngkan dia... n kyo tukar blk jd diri dia n for the first time aku tgk kyo nangis... n for d first time adik 'tngkap' aku nangis dpn tv... huhuhu... well i cant stop myself frm crying though coz its soo touching and sad... akito pun tohru dpt lembutkan hati dia... n that's the end... for fruit basket... and of course they live happily ever after forever...

cam x caya...

smlm an aku x dpt tdo au... sebenarnye aku tunggu klu2 d org anta msg cm slalu tp xd je... so aku anta r voicesms kat kwn aku... aku ckp kat dia yg aku dpt voicesms dri ssorg... dia rakam lagu my heart gne voicesms anta kat aku... aku rs bes sgt sbb dia wat cmtu... x pnh d org wat cmtu kat aku... n aku rs hepy sgt huhu... so aku gtau r dia an... lps lama2 tuh dia miskol aku... aku tnye dia asl miskol? dia ckp aku miskol dia td... rupenye dia x prasan aku anta voicesms... aku suro la dia dgr... punye lama aku tnggu komen dia... last2 dia anta msg ckp dia t'anta msg yg dia nk bg aku kat kwn yg bg lagu my heart kat aku...! aku pe lagi... cuak x kepalang...!!! aku trs kol kwn aku n tnye pe yg dia tls dlm msg tuh... dia ckp r dia tls bes r awk dpt msg tuh dri ... so aku cm... nani???!!! oh my god...!!! dia da r tls name kwn aku tuh n anta lak kat kwn aku tuh... aduhai... pe la kwn aku tu pikiak... adeh mak... dia x abis2 ckp sori ngn aku... aku pun cm... huh... pe blh wat... tapi alamak ai... serius aku cuak gler n of course r malu beb...! ntah pe dia pikir... tu je yg aku 'mabuk' nieh...

halu...!!!

wah wah wah... akhirnye aku dapat gak wat post... stelah lame ku menunggu dapat gak aku tulis... nk balik dri kg satu hal... nk tunggu internet nie ok lek satu hal... banyak btl bende yg aku nk tulis... kk kt tgk list yg aku da wat kat hp aku eh eh... hehehe... jap eh aku check... alamak jap bc msg lak... mmm byk gak aku tls eh... tahun mmg laen skit au... aku tgk along rajin x mcm thn2 laen... beria2 btl along kemas rmh kg... pelik aku seketika... n ms blk dri rmh atok kabus tebal btl... hampir2 x nmpk jln... agak menakutkan duh... ble aku pdg blakang keta fuh gelap gler...! n angah bwk laptop die an n d cter naruto n bleach dlm tuh... so dlm kebosanan menanti sedara yg x blk2 tuh aku tgk r cter2 tuh... n lagi ms mlm raye tuh last pose tuh... aku pening btl au ngan sorg bdk nih... dia men2 ngan aku tahap maut ah... ssh btl nk predict pe dia akn wat... ntah pe de dlm kpala otak dia tuh... pas tuh ari pe eh...? x slp aku ari mlm raye kedua a'ah yep... mlm tuh pun same dia men2 ngan aku tahap mengancam... kah kah kah... ayat aku ni xlah blah kan... tp dia nie wat cuak aku je... geram pun d gak tp biase la tuh... dia tu mmg cmtu... n hah!!! nie aku nk story nieh... mmm ble eh aaa ms ari raye kn lps aku raye2 kat rmh atok n blk tuh tgh nk isi blk kueh tuh... titibe pakteh mntk tlg aku tngkap gmbr famili dorg... aku pun 'alamak...! pe die...! biar betik...! tngkap gmbr famili die...! da la x biase duh...!' aku cm da cuak gler kn tp 4 sure r aku menten je kat luar xkn nk tunjuk aku cuak kt mk teh pk teh abg syafiq abg faidz kak mira n muaz kn.... so aku pun tngkap la gak dua kli tp ya allah! tgn aku lak xleh menten... t'ketar2 tgn aku tp aku try wat seslumber yg bole... tngkap la gak an tp ntah cntik ntah x... tp mslhnye aku x ambil pluang...! ah siot tul...! alamak t'ckp ckp siot lak...klu yana bc mesti dia komplen aku amik p'ktaan dia... hehe... n raye kli nie pon aku xtra terbuka ngan spupu spapat aku... hehe tiga org je sbenarnye... mlm second last puase aku story mcm2 ngan ayin lgpun ms tuh dia je geng aku ms tuh... ari raye second aku story lak ngan dik-brdik due rang tuh... siap b'tukar2 hp... hehe... n aku rs cucu pk ngah kowt... comel btl!!! aku layan je dia ckp... sumting yg aku jarang wat ngan bdk yg aku x knl... n d last story is bout d cat... hurmphh... mne nk strat eh... mlm tuh raye ikut abh g rmh sdra mara... n smpai kt satu rmh nie... aku msk n then d satu kucing nih aku pdg je r ingat kucing mne sst msk rmh bsr gedabak tuh... tp sume org cm slumber jeh... n dia g kat d atuk tuh n dia pnjt kat kerusi mewah yg tuk tu ddk... aku cm plik sgt2... tame gler kucing nih... very intimate n very obedient ngan tuk tuh aku rs tergugat sgt... ngan cara atuk tuh jaga kucing (pas dgr cter cik mne tah) aku rs cam aku nie bukan tuan yg bgs lngsung pd anyau... sedih gler aku mlm tuh...

hurm...

ari xd pe yg aku leh wat sgt... td bgn lmbt... biase la da x skolah... leh la tdo... n then kluarga busu dtg n... n aku pun cam kaku je sbb da lama x jumpe... so aku diam je r... n aku tnggu cter ah meng ngan penuh sabar... tu je la satu2nye penghibur aku ari nih... n x lupa inuyasha... hehe... urghh... mmg bosan gler... n aku cam da x dpt tahan tp nasib baek da topup leh la msg ngan kwn2... tp... cam agak x dilayan gak... so bertambah bosan la aku... naruto n bleach pun da xd sambungan i mean angah da x download lagi so... bosan sgt... hmm... smlm zati da bg aku kad raya kat skolah... n lagi sorang bal da bagi ari rabu... pastu ecah bagi aku e-card tahun nie x byk dapat... n smlm d la gak aku tlg mak wat kuih raya... coklat berkacang... tp aku x bp suka kuih tuh... sbb cam pahit... byk sgt coklat kot... n aku x suka kacang... tp aku tlg je la... pnt2 mak wat... n nanti aku mkn la gak... hurm... pe lagi nak ckp eh... skin nie x bape bgs sgt sbb kecik n x leh komen... tapi aku amik pun sbb sakura n syaoran yg cute gler tuh... huhu...

ngantoknye...

urghhh... sbenarnye aku da ngantok nie tapi memandangkan kna jaga adik bah n mak kuar so xleh tdo lagi... n da xleh tdo bosan lak... citer kat tv x best sbb ari nie ari kamis...(aku ingat d supernatural tp xd pun...) n so aku pun wat keputusan nk tulis blog...(wlupun sbenarnye aku xnk tulis ari nie tp sbb bosan punye psl...) anyway ari aku abis periksa sbenarnye n aku gak happy hanya krn satu sbb iaitu dpt tgk ah meng dgn tng... huhu...(wlupun sbenarnye ble tgk ms periksa tng gak xd beza pun...) tp yela lps da tgk ah meng which is from devil besides you chanel 19 kul 3.30 ptg aku rs beban lak sbb kna baca buku lps tuh tp no hal sbenarnye sj aku nk wat citer... blajar nie d time2 syok dia n d yg x... cm ble kna baca buku sejarah mmg bosan sangat2... sbb aku x minat sejarah... aku suka math and sc... geog bc ala kadar je konon2nye senang tp x sngka lak agak susah... agak banyak la soalan yg aku tngglkan wat last2... mmg x disangka... math ketas dua lak cm agak kibut tp aku rasa ketas satu boleh la ok aku x stuck2 tp d careless mistake yg nasib baik aku perasan... then merdeka... yeyh.......yeyh....... wateva... lps periksa dlm kepala otak aku hanya pikir nk buku baru buku baru je... yana lak asyik pikir nk kumpul cd kumpul cd je... td aku call dia mau x lama ckp... nnti ble kuar bil for sure abah akn sound aku.. huhu... n td aku report kat yana yg abah aku ckp dia terlupa nk bwk blk borg summer camp...mknenye... aku kna pegi tp aku xnk... sbb xd sape nk teman... da la dua bulan... abis cuti aku cmtu je... huhu xnk... isk... isk... isk... buhuhuhuh... i dont want... td aku terpikir tau yg aku nk tulis dalam bi untuk blogger aku tp bukan slalu la just for practising... sometimes je r... shut down la otak aku klu stiap kli pun nk tulis bi... aku doa aku x yah g summer camp... amin... hmm... pe lagi nk tulis eh... hurhhh... ble abah nk balik nie... da 12 lebih r nie... ngantok gler nie... adik syok je tdo... humph... hehe... tadi aku tgk ah meng... hihi dia mmg comel btl... suka sangat... wlupun kdg2 menyakitkan ati tp dia nie sbenarnye baik sangat n comel sgt...

puh...

hurm... sejarah tadi mmg siot susah gler n td 4 d first time aku wat karangan bm yg plg lama... meaning that aku pay more attention to this than last times... n how i could not pay attention when i wrote bout anyau, rite...? well damn rite... well aku da janji ngan diri sendiri mlm smlm yg aku akn try not to crack up... well i almost did it today untill i cracked up a little just now at home... n a bit feeling of anger surged up inside me when for d upmhhteen(dont know how much) time 'they' called me half-matured AGAIN... owh how i wish i hadnt told them bout the 'kyo'thing... urghhh...! (not angry just... i dont know)

hee...geramnye...!!!

eee...!!! aku geram sangat2...! geram sangat...! tadi sblm seni start aku geram btl... mula2 tuh aku tnjuk la kat dorg aku nye puncher(betul ke eja nie...?) n then dorg pun try la kat tisu tau... then shazwan dtg... dia pun tgk skali... pastuh fatin ckp... 'ee hafizah dia pun d puncher la... ee ade jodoh la...' n then aku ckp la 'x nk la...' kn sbb aku ingat dia ejek aku n shazwan skali aku t'pikir(ntah2...) n aku tnye sape d puncher...? n dorg ckp bdk tuh pastuh aku jerit kat dorg 'jangan la...!!! x suka la!!! pe jodoh2 nie...!!!' aku realize yg dorg ckp d puncher tuh bukan shazwan tp bdk ngok tue...pastuh aku mngamuk(ikut kt yana) kt dorg... eee x suka la maen jodoh2 lak slambe dia je ckp pastuh da aku ngamuk tuh leh lak atira ckp yg aku nie emo what d *ell??!! pastu aku kuarkan lg glitters(glitters ke...?) yg aku bli tu n puncher aku yg laen... pastu aih... mcm saje nk wat aku naik darah je... yana ckp 'hah! pe lagi bende yg budak pra-matang nie bawak...?' aku cm...(aih nie da mlampau nih...) pastu dorg pun ikt kt pra-mtg... pe yg pra-mtg nye...? biase la tuh org bli puncher n glitters ntuk seni... geram lah...!!! da ckp cmtu leh lg mntk nk pnjm... eee lepuk karang...! pastu shazwan amik satu puncher nk try kt buku sivik n aku prasan 'dia' cm senyum skit ble tgk... eee!!! geli aku tau x!!! naik bulu roma aku...! da nk naik juling mt aku sbb asyik rollkn je ble dia d... peduli pe aku klu dia bwk puncher skali that's not my bussiness but it is my bussiness when someone said 'that' has something to do with me...! eee aku mmg pntng skali klu dikaitkan dgn bdk tuh or when someone ckp p'kataan taboo tuh ntuk menyakitkan ati aku(konon2nye nk tgk reaksi aku) eh tolong la stop it ok ckp je yg ble benci2 nnti bsr sama2 n skrg mmg aku tgh berusaha ntuk tidak d pe kaitan ngan dia so that aku xkn naik angin psl dia skaligus benci dia... klu korg x bg aku pluang nk wat cmtu n sngaja nk sakitkan ati aku ble ejek aku ngan dia (n semmgnye aku akn naik angin n benci dia) jd smpai ble2 pun perasaan benci aku tuh xkn hilg so just please stop it...!!!

hurmphh...

ari periksa bi n agama... smlm aku abis bc kh f1 pagi tuh n x bc agama langsung lg sdgkn esoknya nk periksa... nasib baik aku smpat baca smpai mlm td... kul satu bru tdo... n aku rasa boleh la gak aku wat td... cuma yg aku x dpt asas persaudaraan islam mmg salah giler... tp bukan la yg lain tuh betul suma... yg aku tau salah je la... bi plak aku jawab ikut pilihan aku kan aku rs ok la jwpn tuh tp rupa2nya... afifah d buku yg soalan periksa sebijik dgn soalan buku tuh n dia bru wat mlm td... n check td cm byk salah je... aku dah... aih... cm nk kecewa je kn... tapi tawakal je la... karangan lak yg article tuh cm xd idea nk wat n mmg aku wat yg tuh bukan last tp second... last skali aku wat phantom... mau x pjg aku wat... ye la tgh thn da wat salah n da tau pe salah aku so now is the time for revenge...! punye byk evidence aku letak n aku x tau btl ke x tp aku wat je... ntah btl ke x ntah la kan tp hrp2 btl la... tp yg x leh blahnye pipah da wat...! n dia tau jwpn dia n cm aih... sabar je la...

huhu...sedeynye...

hari nie nasib baek aku sempat bgn... smlm g mkn steak kul satu lbh bru blk... so x sahur la... pastu terlepas qiamulail sbb ngantok sgt... aku da set 7 alarm so aku xkn miz fruit basket ari nih... n aku bgn pd alarm pertama je pastuh da x bgn dah... n second time aku bgn time 9.51 am... nasib baek... n then aku bgn la kn... nasib aku smpt bgn... puh...! tp... yg sedeynye... ialah kyo... huhu... kyo... sian dia... sian sgt2... kyo kn dia je sorg dlm ahli zodiak yg d dua sumpahan... huhu... sedey sgt... satu sumpahan zodiak tuh lagi satu sumpahan kucing... da la dia kna sumpah jd kucing d lagi sumpahan kucing... rupa sbenar kyo mmg menakutkan... n rsnya sbb tuh dia jd panas baran n dia asyik nk lawan dgn yuki... dia cakap dia jd cmtuh sbb yuki punye psl... sbb tuh dia asyik nk lawan n kalahkan yuki... dia jd panas baran sbenarnye sbb nk tutup perasaan sbenar dia... kesian dia... sian kyo... antara sume ahli zodiak dialah yg plg menyedihkan... kisah hidup dia yg plg menyedihkan... dia ssh nk terima kenyataan yg rupa dia menakutkan... baygkan cmne dia nk b'hadapan dgn org rmai... wlupun dorg x tau pe2 tp dia ttp xleh trima... apatah lagi dia da suka kat tohru skrg... lagi la dia x leh trima... baygkan pe reaksi tohru klu tau rupa sbenar dia amat2 menakutkan... da la dia suka kat tohru... klu tohru takut ngan dia mmg dia akn kehilangan segala2nya n dia akn kesunyian... aku perasan dgn sorg je yg dia blh jd diri dia yg sbenar iaitu guru dia... guru dia je sorg yg btl2 memahami kyo n tau wat's d best 4 him... kyo x dpt jd diri dia yg sbenar ble dia dpn yuki n tohru... yuki sbb dia benci yuki... tohru sbb dia suka tohru n dia x dpt jd diri dia sbb tohru x tau cmne rupa dia yg sbenar jd dia x tau cmne penerimaan tohru t'hdp diri dia n dia nie mmg jenis yg x pndai express feeling dia dgn btl... sian kyo... ble t'ingat kat kyo... aku t'ingat kat anyau... rindu kat anyau...

shopping...!

ari nie aku bli baju raya...bukan baju kurung tapi baju t-shirt tuh... n jugak bli dua sluar baru... kuang2... da lama aku nk bli sluar baru... sluar lama aku yg wane hitam tuh ntah mana pegi hilang... yg x leh blah nye hilang dlm rmah sdri... so ms shopping tuh adik aku lapar la,kan... so g la kfc... yg cm rasa nk ketuk org je ble d org mkn dlm tuh... mmg la x heran,kan tp yg mnyampah nye org mlayu yg dok sdp2 mkn... nk kt cina ndak... dorg ckp mlayu... satu couple... nk kt org asing x mcm org asing pun nk2 lagi ckp mlayu... n dorg dgn rs x bersalah n x malu nye dgn selamba mkn depan org ramai... da besar pjg pun wat prangai lagi... sah2 muka tembok...! x tau malu lngsung...! n aku x smpt pos lagi kad raya... huhu...

pankek btl...!

td ms ketas satu sains aku leh la gak wat... agak konfiden la tp xde la sgt... msk ketas pj... hurmphh hampeh...! de la gak yg aku tau n d yg aku x ingat n d yg x tau... yg x leh blah ble msk ketas second sains... mmg byk yg aku cm x dpt jwb awl2 so aku tnggl kn dlu tp mmg agak byk la gak kira mencabar la gak soalan periksa nie... sbenarnye (cm yg ckgu zarina ckp) soalan dia yg gak tricky tp sbenarnya jwpn dia sng je... d soalan2 yg aku cm t'sngkut jap... n then wat brainstorming nk bg jwpn pe n aku tlis la answer yg aku rs bole la... tp mmg ketas dua sains nie pankek btl..! n d yg aku x ingat n aku x suka sgt ble bende tu jadi... so aku bg jwpn yg aku kira ok...

wateva

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