catching up

waaa i feel it like ages since last i post something...well now i have myspace i care less for my blog...hihihi...i just got back from ipoh...stayed there for two days to visit my bro whose studying in gopeng...n i didnt go to school yesterday...muahahaha...gotong-royong...its not like i'm so lazy that i used the excuse going to ipoh as the reason i didnt go to school...its just i really cant go...hee ^_^ about mas...i'm ok with her already...we had a serious talk...really serious...i tried to make her understand that we live in a community in this world...we cant selfishly think about ourselves only,we hv to include others too in our thoughts...n that what she's lacking of right now...then there's this tonnes of homeworks that i have to finish...and my trial is in august...it slike in one more month...huu~ k buble for now... ^_^ no stress just relax ^_^ n dont forget to smile...hee ^_^

burning day...

dak niey bikin aku hot jerr dowh...die tue mmg pandai tol wat mke x bersalah die tue...niey la akibatnye aku diam jerr smlm...hari niey abis sume prsn aku kuar...yana ngan bunyi die yg menjengkelkan tue la yg mencetuskan...sakit tlinga aku dgr la...aku tgh ckp ngan adib...then nmpk la mas nk ckp sumthing ngan aku...then after aku da bis ckp ngan adib aku ty la mas pe yg die nk ckp...pastue die wat bodo jer ble aku ty...x jwb lngsung...aku pun ok la fine die da xnk ckp lak en...aku wat la keje aku blik...then ble die lalu ngan jaja kat luar klas aku babai la die...aku kate babai mas...die wat bodo jerr!ey ape niey!tolong r wey...xkn la sbb aku x ckp ngan die ms aku tgh ckp ngan adib die nk layan aku cemnie?!pe cter?!hee aku hot btol ngan die...klu aku x tgr2 die krg nk kate aku emo la?!bukan die x tau ktorg bru kna tengking ngan cikgu!bukan die x tau ktorg kalah silat!niey nk emo2 lak ngan aku...ape kes?!paham la sket yg ktorg niey bru lps kecewa!feminine konon!boley blah ngan die nye feminine!serupe jerr!x brubah d la!tp d la gak sket die da femininen en...tp prangai lngsung x brubah!ske wat dajal ngan aku la!bnde kecik cemnie pown nk jdkan mslh negara...pe kes?!nk org paham die jerr...x bis2 die die die!pnat la aku!!!then nk kate dalam byk2 kwn die aku je yg x phm die lg...so wat?!d die nk phm aku??!!bnde kecik cemnie pun xnk phm apatah lagi bnde laen yg jauh lg susah nk phm!geram la aku!ske ati die la!asalkan ko bahagia!

my busy holiday...

this holiday i have been quite busy...not very but quite...today is the second day of the second week...last week:monday,i went to aishah's house,tuesday,i went to national library and mas's house,wednesday,zati came to my house,thursday,yana came to my house,friday,i was having a rendez-vous with the internet,saturday,my neighbour got married and sunday,i was busy doing sejarah...then yesterday,monday,i was also busy doing sejarah and maths...and today i started to do revision...my point is i only started to do revision on the second day of the second week...and holiday is coming to an end...i never thought before that this holiday would be as busy as this...i mean the past holidays were extremely boring...i can guarantee...i guess this is the first holiday that i met a lot with my friends...and i love it... ^_^ now its time for revision...^_^

hik3

my new improvement...!hik3...i create myspace already...muahaha...

majlis beinai...?

hmm...for the past few days,i stayed at home to take care of my grandma...the first day of my duty, zati came to search for tempur's step...the second day, yana came to search for solo's step...then on friday, nobody came by...so after i brained storming for a while, i decided to create myspace...huu~ how exhausting! well, i least i managed to finish it...but urgh...i dont have any friends yet except for that 'squirrel'...i hate him...! he tricked me last night!ngau!hahaha...but as far as i'm concern, he did put last night song in his myspace...so i guess its ok...ok ok back to my life...last night i went to my neighbour's 'majlis berinai'...but it didnt seem like it...the bride had already wore 'inai' on her hands...(izzati!kau selalu takde dalam majlis cemni ey!aku xd kawan la!)hahaha ok hmm where was i?...then after my mom and i ate,we went inside the house to watch the 'tepung tawar' event...i supposed it was womens' night but there were a few guys who wanted to do the 'tepung tawar' thing...hahaha many guests didnt know how to do it and the bride had to explain to them...well my mom was one of them...hik3...then after the session was finished, the bride then threw sweets and money and the children would try to grab them...hmm...well it was hilarious...hehehe but i guess a little painful for the children because the sweets hit their heads...(mind you!i am NOT one of them!) well, that's a little info for me and you...

wonderful day...hik3

today we(adib,khushairi,mas,ecah n me) supposed to go to national library to do some research...BUT...the national library was closed!i already arrived there!mas and aishah were already on their way AND UNBELIEVABLY(betul ke ni?) those two guys were still in their houses...and the most irritating part was that khushairi KNEW the library was closed today!if only he told us about it yesterday,then we wont have to go through all those troubles!hahaha give all the blame to khushairi!hahahaha i'm so bad...(not!) muahaha...but then i went to aishah's home...we ate lunch at McD in ampang point...then luckily her brother came home at the right moment to send me to lrt station...hehehe ^_^ if not i would have to take the bus!hahaha my money is saved!(like i have any) kuikuikui... ^_^

two jokers of the year...

today was the last day of school for the first term...after school i went to jj with aishah...we had something VERY IMPORTANT to buy...hik3...some days before,he said to me that if we(aishah and i) want to go to jj, tell him...so i told him about we're going to jj today...then after some time aishah and i looked and searched in jj, he showed up with adib...at first,we didnt see where they are but then we saw them in kfc,eating...hmm...what i can say is that its not fair!they get to wear t-shirts and all n we were wearing school uniform!we really felt out of place...they got to bath and wear nice clothes and all and we were so tired and sweaty...then they teased us!its just not fair!but honestly speaking,those guys looked very cool...^_^ i never knew they would look soo different in normal clothes other than school uniforms...hehehe...really2 cool if you dont know who they are...but once you talked to them,all the coolness shattered to thousands of pieces!they are terribly annoying!of course the jokes that they made were funny and all but khushairi most of all really didnt know when to stop!he's just soo irritating!and when he paired up with adib to make jokes,they could be the most annoying jokers ever lived!i really had a good laugh...i know...i cant deny that...but when they(especially khushairi) went overboard, i just cant stop myself to explode...but all in all it was fun and i had one of the most laughable times in my life...if only aishah and i could wear something more appropriate,then things would be much better...

after exam

i'm back!!!i stopped blogging for a while because i wanted to concentrate on my studies...actually my exam ended last wednesday but i didnt have the chance to post anything until today...i was too tired to surf the net...last wednesday,after the school ended,yana,farisa and me taught naqib how to do 'solo'...then yana came to my house to create her email accounts...she seriously didnt know anything about emails...then yesterday evening i was soo tired...once i entered my room,i slept immediately without changing my school uniform...i dont know why i felt soo tired...maybe because i didnt have enough sleep the last few days...huh~ i knew one of the marks for my papers and i'm not satisfied...i felt frustrated because my marks is lower than the last exam...huh~ i'll do my best for my trials...i dont want my marks to go down...well,good luck miaka-chan...

we're ok...

^_^ at last...i'm ok again with him...the first day that we fought i sent him a msg but he didnt reply...the second day i apologised again...he replied but sinically...the third day i wished him good luck for the exam and apologised again...that night he requested me to call him...i called after i woke up from my short sleep...i thought he forgave me but from the sound of it,it seemed he was still angry with me at that time...then there was something that he said that made me felt very sad and i broke down...i guessed it melted his heart when i'm sad...he said he was sorry for making me sad...then today,i didnt think i have the guts to look into his eyes...after school he called me and asked why i reacted like that?was i angry?i said i'm just scared to look at him...he told me that he didnt felt soo good when he knew i was sad...so he said that there wont be a cold-him anymore...he'll be the happy-him...^_^ i'm very glad...so it seems we're ok now...my only wish for him now is that i hope he do well in the exam...

my stupid mistake...

i did it again...its all my fault...i fought him today...i accused him...its all because of my hot-tempered...i did it again...i made him angry...just its because of a different reason...but in the end its because i didnt believe him that made he's angry with me...i know and i realised its my fault...he's angry with mas too is my fault...he's angry with adib too is my fault...if i didnt accused him for taking my money he wouldnt be angry with them too...its all my fault...well i suspected he took it because he knew where i put the money...after science before i went for my recess i found the the money's gone...so i only thought of one person which was him because i thought he's the only one whose bold enough to play tricks on me...i thought he took the money to make me angry...so when he persistently denied,i just got very angry...i thought he was pulling my legs...i shouted at him(as much as i regret it now)...i refused to believe when he said that he didnt take it...its all my fault...i'm the one whose sooo dumb to put the money there...and i accused him for taking it when there could be in a one million chance that other people might took it...i'll make up for the money loss...but what i really hope now is that he forgive me and not being angry anymore...i did it again...last exam also the same thing happened...he got angry because of what i did...now the following exam,the same thing happens again...huh...why am i such a fool?

exhausting friday...

i'm happy to see azim today ^_^ yesterday he skipped school...he promised not to do it again but i dont believe him...the last time he said like that,he disappeared the next day...and it happened again yesterday...i told him to do the homework that he supposed to do...i dont know why i cant stand it when he 'fly' or didnt do his homework...its like studying is not important to him and it hurts me to think like that...but he said it is...i'll believe him if he prove it to me...i'll believe if he fulfill what he said just now...his promise...and also today i told farisa what she want to know soo much but her reaction is unexpected...she's not surprised...i thought she would but she didnt...ok so now,its my gang,aishah and wan who knows...lalalalala~ as long as they keep it quiet its fine by me...its not that i want to tell the whole world,its just that they're my friends and they suppose to know...well,certain knows but not all of them...and today we've got another step for silat...yana's soo enthrilled!hahaha she's soo cute when she's like that...she looks like a cartoon character drawn to live...hahahaha...with the new step,we're one step ahead and we also discovered that we are soo not fit and it showed that our last year's masal was soo not tough...and this year we totally change the concept and it make things a whole lot exhausting!well what i know now is that i have to stress on my studies first...after the exam,i'll stress on masal...

PS, its my first onii-chan birthday today...happy birthday along!cepat2 la kahwin...amin..hahaha

muhd asyraf fariq a.k.a. along

i'm in a great mood today...hehehe...last night,acap called me!hahaha...out of the blue too...haha then he suddenly said that i'm full of myself and had forgotten him...huh!who's the one who seemed didnt want to talk to me in the first place?!he didnt even wish me during my birthday!now he said i've forgotten him!bluek!hahaha but i dont mind now...hihihi i'm happy he still remember me...he called from his boarding-school!at night too!and he called three times!hahaha i asked him why he called then he said because he missed me...i just laughed...hahaha i really didnt expect that answer from him...i'm very happy just to hear his voice...and hahaha he called me icah!hahaha it sounds weird to me...but he's such a sweet guy...i just hope he'll study hard because he said that his last result was not soo good...he got to stay in the boarding-school just like he wanted so i hope he make the best out of it...^_^ then just now i received a moon at school...hihihi it is soo cute!plus it's blue!he wants me to accept it as my birthday present...thnx that's soo sweet of you...^_^ ok its 6pm already and i have to get ready for tuition...and i really hope that we'll go out to eat tomorrow...i want to celebrate yana's birthday...i want to! k bye for now~

my close friend...

i have to let it out...i cant stand it...it keeps bugging my head no matter how much i tried to ignore it...! just now at 5pm i played badminton with izzati...at last!...and when we played we talked about a...and the thought about him just keeps playing in my head until now...and i cant stand it because i'm trying to study here!!!so i need to get it out of my head A.S.A.P. so here i am sitting in front of the computer in my brother's bedroom to let it out in my blog...just now she asked me why?so i said because of the cuteness and sincerity...and i SAW she made those faces that liyana used to make when our conversation was about a...now that i think about it,he was never sincere during the early time of our friendship...well you could say SOMETIMES but mostly he lied to me or played me...it was fun for him but not for me...but as times passed by he became more and more sincere in our friendship...i respect when a sincere about a's feelings...i trust a on that...anything that includes a's feelings i believe what was said...a's the naughty type...i never experienced or knew anything about a life of a naughty person...most guys are naughty but i was never close to one...and when it comes to advising,what a hard job it is!and a's one of the guys which seem nice with girls and talk sweetly...and the terrible part is a doesnt even realise that he's playing with someone's feelings...he looked blur but he's not...our friendship is about a year already...he's still with the sweet talk...now that i realised,after izzati point it out,no one among the guys in our form(that i know) is matured...no one including him...he is actually a nice person but acted like a lousy one...like we said just now,those guys probably think being matured is not cool or something or maybe its embrassing for them...well they are totally wrong...zati said maybe he thought he's matured but the fact is he's not...well,i can guarantee that he's not...with all those childish act i've witnessed, there's no way i'm going to say he's matured...being soo irresponsible...soo childish...well,from my friends point of view he is not a nice person at all but i'm comfortable being freinds with him...when i talked to a i feel that i can say about anything...although with all those childish,irresponsible and most immatured acts, he's still my friend and i'm comfortable being friends with him...i just hope that he'll be matured soon and stop the idiotic behaviours...it'll be my happiness if he does...

tiring...

i had just finished doing revision on history chapter 4 which is on brooke's family...i am mentally tired right now...very tired...i thought i want to stress it out by playing badminton but it seems izzati's not home...she didnt even answer her call...so i thought what can i do to diminish this tiring state of mind...i NEED distraction...i thought i minght as well go to Loo's shop but no one is available to take me there...so here i am...posting for my blog...i hope this choice is the right one...i have a lot more to revise after this...now that i think about it,i think this is the first time i write something using proper english...i want to laugh but i dont have the desire to do it...i'm just soo tired...hmm but it seems my tiredness has lessen as i write more...good thing...by the way,i really need to go to Loo's shop...not just because i need distraction but i guess its a good excuse for one...i want to find papers which have pictures on them...i have a project and i hope to make the best out of it...i want the project to be a success...i'm hoping for good reaction...even if a smile is given to me, it is more than enough ^_^ for no one information, i'm listening to fly.fm right now through my third brother's mp3...music is a good distraction too...hmm i can feel it...i dont know how to describe it...but i can feel it inside me...no flowers bloom...no butterfiles flutter...nothing...just silence...just what i want this moment...

GET A GRIP!!!

huaaaarghhh!!!!!!aku nk studi sgt2!!!!tolong lah aku!!!!aku rasa teramatlah malas nk studi!!!!fizah!!!!get up!!!!bgn!!!!studi cpt!!!!dont waste ur precious3 time lazing about!!!!!i'm soooo terribly angry with myself!!!!!huaaaa!!!!!geramnya!!!!!!!!!!!!!aku nk baca sejarah tapi susahnya nk concentrate!!!!!aku nk study!!!!!anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!buhuhuhu...aku ingat nk mintak kashif put some senses into me but it seems he's feeling the same as me this moment...waaa~ why must u feel sober now kashif????i need ur words of wisdom and advise!!!this is sooo frustrating!!!i am really in terrible need for someone to kick some senses into me....i need someone or something to get my whole self back together!!!!this is sooo not me......waaaaa!!!!buckle up fizah!!!!get a grip of urself!!!!stop ur nonsense behaviour and start doing sensible things like DO REVISION GO-TY!!!!!!!!!!!NOW!!!!

huu...

periksa tgh tahun lg sebulan...huhu...aku nye peksa french rabu nie n the all topics akan masuk...huu~ serius duh...da la peksa ngan org french tu thn nie n aku cam xle thn nk cuak...tp xpe...insyaAllah aku leh buat...n aku nk studi tol2...klu dlu aku cam lek2 lg en but now aku akan berusaha bg full comitment kat studi nie...sejarah aku nk wat psl kawen org n9 n geog pun aku nk push3...fuh! gle duh! ntah nape aku cam smngt gle en nk blaja...tp bgs r tu...huu~ aku akan berusaha!yea chayo2 fiza! gambatte!

huu~

da agak lame aku x posting...aku agak sibuk kebelakangan nie...dengan pressure BI nye...nk wat kerja kursus sejarah psl kahwin2 tuh n kerja kursus geografi...kali nie lg byk kna cari responden...klu thn lps 20 thn nie 50!!!nk cri 20 pun cam da nk lalok nie nk cari 50 responden...huu~ however!i will work hard!for pmr!work hard fizah!!!gambatte!!!fighting!chayo2!huu~ nk tunggu keputusan priksa lg...huu~ agak tension r...da la result peksa nie nk tunjuk kat mk bapak...hantar kat jabatan lg!nk2 lagi die tgk result kli nie nk tentukan kte msk aliran mne!!!lg la haru!science aku tu x tau la...nk msk aliran science lg tu!huu~ berat2...seksa kepala aku...huu~ x penah aku rasa sebeban nie sepanjang aku sekolah...huu~

first day of exam...

what a relieve! i'm done with history today...it's like a burden was lifted from my shoulders!huu~ soo many facts too remember...urgh i hate history...i'm also done with 4 essays; hooray! but...tomorow i have more essays...waaa...but its ok i guess...i love to write...tho sometimes what i write are 'immature'...its ok...i'm learning...i'll never stop...^_^

sabah~

i just came back from sabah...i never really thought that i would took 4 flights during the trip..4 flights!so many!from kk to lahad datu n lahad datu to kk...huu~in the first flight from kl to kk my ears hurted a lot!n i had an awful headache!urgh..i just hate flights...but what i love bout flight is i could see the clouds!hihihi when the plane flew through the clouds and above the clouds the scenery was magnificent!its like we're on a different level of the planet...hahaha..the clouds looked just like cotton candy and its hard to believe that they r actually droplets of water...hmm fascinating...^_^and seing kk from the plane was really a wow experience too...very beautiful..and i kept sucking candy during flights...well i forgot to buy candy for the first flight so that's why it hurted soo much...but for the rest of the flights i didnt feel pain anymore...thnx to da candy!haha k got to go...hv to study...huu~ exam next monday till friday!disaster!and that's why holiday was not very enjoyable in the first place!i hv to study during holiday!what a pain in the neck!huu~k tata..chayo2 fizah!fighting!

berusaha!...

aku sedang brusaha sungguh2 n aku harap aku xkn malas insyaAllah...amin...hehe...mmm...x lama lg aku nk g sabah n cam x sesuai sgt sbb lps cuti tuh aku d periksa awal tahun where sepatutnya subjek2 yg masuk periksa tuh masuk time tengah tahun...hmm...watevea their reasons are, i'll do my best!...gambatte miaka-chan ^_^ chayo2!

huhu

pagi td aku da bagi coklat yg aku bli semalam kat dia...aku x la bg betul2 kat dia , aku letak kat meja dia...dia kata x ske coklat jadi aku bli la coklat putih...hahaha same la tu tapi wane ja laen...aku x tau la dia suka ke x en...biar la aslkan aku buat pe yg aku nk buat...hari nie dorang kt ada check-up en so aku ajak la yana tuka baju awal2 tp rupa2nya xd pn...mesti esok...x pe r...blh trus tuka baju silat...tp aku tkt nk buat silat lps da kna suntik tuh...dorg kt sakit...aku bukan la tkt sakit tuh tp aku tkt jadi pe2 ble buat silat ngan keadaan cmtu...heee klu jd pe2 cmne??tu yg aku tkt skunk nie...da la sok de pertandingan kawad...sian mas ngan fatin...kna kawad ngan keadaan cmtu...weyh...!aku underweight!krg dapt ubat pil!!!eewww!!!aku xnk...!!bluek!x ske!x ske!x ske!waaa nk nangis....da la bau ubat tu kuat gila!x thn aku!zati tunjuk td aku tgk dgn mte x caye je..waaa...aku x nk pil...suntik aku x ksh tp pil???no!!!yada...!

me and him

i have just realised that he is different...he is different from me...from friends who i normally spend time with...from friends that i had before him...i realised now that when you enter a whole new world you'll meet diferent kinds of people with different backgrounds, different mentalities, different mates, different attitudes and so much more...we are all not the same...we think differently, we have different types of friends and we come from different lifestyles...he is not the kind of person whose life is just restricted to friends from school, old friends and family...he's different from me...normally that's who i am...but i'm edging closer and closer to the outside world...i try not to think from one point of view...but he's different...i think he has done what i'm trying to do long long time ago...he has soo many friends that maybe even i never possibly thought of being friends with...he is way much more social than i am...i know people like this exists...of course i know...if i dont, then there might be a serious problem with my head...what i dont know is i never expect to be close to such people...i'm not that social type...but i'm close to one...which i never imagine i would be doing...i was wondering if he thinks i'm in a nutshell...its kinda hurt if he does...well...i be myself...that's what i did and that's what i will do...zutto...

congratulation kashif!and sorry...

congratulation kashif!i'm happy for you!congrats congrats congrats congrats congrats...!!!he said he got 84% and first position!although i dont really know what he meant but my guess is he's the top in his batch...^_^ i'm really happy for you!if only you are here then i could really congratulate you properly...@_@ but its ok...i'm really happy to hear your success eventhough we are miles away...^_^ congratulation again!but i'm really ashamed because i thought that you had forgotten me but its seems not...i'm very sorry...i apologise from the bottom of my heart...i'm really really sorry for thinking ill of you...sorry again...i was really happy to read the news you gave just now but i also feel guilty for thinking bad of you...sorry again...i'm sorry...i'm really really very sorry kashif...sorry sorry sorry from the bottom of my heart...sorry again...@_@ but i'm happy to hear your good news ^_^ and sorry again...

silat

weyh...pnt gler weyh...serius pnt gler...aku rs cam nk kna serangan jantung je td duh...serious ckp...first round tu la mmg ms da bis wat lompat hooray tuh aku rs cam kna serangan sakit jantung je!mmg penat gler2!serious lps da wat tuh aku xd suara langsung...suara aku langsung xnk kuar!mmg aku cam keputusan oksigen...mmg seriously aku ckp x pnh aku rs sepenat nie!!!yana bes duh!!!die x wat lngsung!!sbb die d mslh negara...eee geramnye...die lepas wat sume2 tuh...huhuhu...pnt gler tahap cipan...pnt!!!

some some some

yesterday was a school day...nk ganti for the excess holiday that the school took...well school was until 1 pm...and about 3pm me and few frens went to some street to buy some things...geez...that taukeh r cinkak lowh...grr...lousy fellow...then we went to some place to buy something...that time i really didnt know what to buy...but then we decided to buy a something...it's such a cool thing and very cun ^_^ maybe on monday i'll give the thing to some person...hehehe...dont know what that person's reaction will be like...hurm...wondering...wondering...then when i got back home,i called some person and we talked like some time and the conversation was somewhat like very interesting until we talked for some time ^_^ hahaha well what's soo interesting was because we talked bout silat!hohoho very2 interesting...^_^

bluek!

today was a good day...well kinda nice...hurm not very nice actually...mas didnt talked to me at first...i realised that she ignored me when i called her...maybe i thought she didnt hear..ok fine no problem but then i cant stand it anymore...i asked ira what's wrong with mas coz she ignored me...
she didnt know...so i asked mas myself what i did wrong...is it becoz i palau her yesterday...then she sadi remember it urself r...with her cold tone...i felt guilty...but its just a small thing...not like i did it on purpose... = [ but after that we're ok again...hee cuak aku...seriously sometimes i cant predict her actions and when she's angry sometimes the reason is unpredictable...and i think today is the highest amount of attempts that the boys tried to make me fell...urgh nyampah tol!ske sgt nk wat org tersadung!blek!and i dont like hafiz today...i want to borrow rm1 pun xleh...blek!stingy!its not like i'm not going to pay it back...name pown borrow!huh!stingy hafiz...XP

hihi ^_^

hmm2 ^_^ today i felt soo good...the first thing i did this morning was checked my email...n there were 2 emails from kashif...wah!i love it!it felt very nice inside when u knew there was someone cared for u especially when that person is the oppposite sex...hihi ^_^ today the boys came to silat too which was very2 exciting for me...hahaha dont why but i like it when the boys came to silat each time...maybe becoz it made silat looks like many people or maybe becoz they r the boys...hak2 wateva...the point is they came and that's what made me happy...^_^ what's the point they join silat if they didnt came right?so when they did came i felt very good inside...its more exciting to do something with ur frens u know...even abg nizam didnt lecture us like he did last week which was very good coz we(me actually) didnt have to do the 2-minutes-in-the-position-of-the-boys-pumping...hahaha doing that thing was really tiring...my arms muscle mostly and the legs...fuh!really exhausting!but actually we did that thing just now...and what's unbelieveable was that i only broke of from that position for one time only!its like i actually manage to endure almost the 2 minutes horror!wow!really2 unbelieveable...a record for me...hahaha today i have tuition...later actually...and bal isnt going to be with us anymore coz he stopped already......what a pity...its not like i actually talked to him during the tuition...its just not going to be the same...@_@

seriously speaking

seriously...i dont what is the reason they gave me all that comments...they just made me more confused and all...hurm...so i helped him...then what?its not like i'm going to do all his work or anything...i'm just helping one or two...then what?someone ******* me???wow shocking!seriously speaking i never thought that far...and another thing which was shocking is when i told someone bout it...someone said someone's jealous!hoho unpredictable...truly unpredictable...never cross my mind that someone would feel worry or jealous for me...haha

urgh

waa...feel soo tired...body soo weak...thinking how to solve the 'brownies bear' problem...angry with that bossy guy...always force people do something...urgh never like him!soo irritating!hurmph...

hurm...

aku rasa aku sedikit stress r...x keterlaluan sgt r tp tetap ade r...first maybe psl masal...ntah r kan aku pown x tau sbenarnye...maybe sebab tu maybe bukan sebab tuh...sebab aku pown x pasti aku stress ke x...aku harap aku dapat wat la training masal sume tu karang kan...nk studi lagi...x pe...insyaAllah boleh...ye r ...aku x nk r dianggap pentingkan diri lak...dorg sume nk buat tp aku sorg je xnk...keputusan mmg r kat tgn aku tp xkn la sebab aku sorg je xnk buat so masal xle jadi an...mmg selfish giler r tu...buat je an...dorg sume pown confident n smngt nk buat,xkn aku nk sia2 kan cmtu je...buat je la...hurm...erm...

my birthday...

this year's birthday is really memorable ^_^ bal gave me an absolutely cute teddy bear which unfortunately pink in colour...urgh,pink!he even made the card on his own which is very creative of him...he encourages me to do my best for PMR...farisa also gave me an encouraging card where she reminds me of the people who love me and to concentrate in my studies and forget cartoon bussiness...thnx farisa!i really need that ^_^ and strangely,they both gave me their persents and cards in cute bags!weird...even liyana will give me my present with a bag...a completely beautiful bag she concluded...hehe i'm waiting for it with patience...well,actually she bought me a wrong present and she want to change it which means she have to buy another present...the present she bought earlier she will give it to her sibling...i'm sorry for her...really she neednt need to buy another present...its fine with me if she cant give me one...she told me she spent about RM30 for my present,wow!and it really gave her headache to think what present she would give me...huhu i'm touched!thank you yana!i love u!elena also gave a present,on friday...she kept singing birthday song to me...quite irritating actually,haha but touching coz she did that ^_^ then kashif gave me 3 birthday cards!they're really beautiful and the words made me smile ^_^ its really wonderful of him...and zati gave me a fantastic present!it is soo cute!i really am very lucky to have such thoughtful friends ^_^ and there r also many others who wished me...but sadly,there r also who forgot...hurm,what can i say...if they forgot there's nothing i can do...i pray that their days r bright and free from problems...amin...^_^

klas agame

actually i'm happy today but right now i am not =( just now kashif was online but suddenly he's offline...i'm extremely sad...well forget bout that now...now, i want to update my blog...

akhirnya d gak klas yg bes gile2...n yg x bley bla nye klas agame yg bes gile2 tuh...ustazah suhana tu nmpk je garang kat luar tp ble die ajar...,fuh!mmg syok r...gile2 punye bes!hehehe x penah seumur hidup aku rs klas agame bley jd bes cmni... ^_^ mmg x sngke...

td blajar solat ketika sakit,amirul hakim n yusof yg jd model mmg kesian gler!dorg cam jd bhn gurauan an sbb ustazah cam wat lwk...cara dorg pun lwk...da la kna wat ats meja guru tuh...hahaha mmg klakar gler la smpai skt perut aku nk gelak...ustazah ni ajar bgs je,cpt je...mmg teknik yg berkesan r...trus wat nota dlm klas...n x gne buku teks tu!mmg terel r...

mmg klakar dol ustazah tuh...x abis2 nk kaitkan psl laksamana...eee grm aku...x bley blah btol...hehe...n yg klakar tuh azham leh jd murid cnth tuh!haha klakar tol...tp yg kesiannye si kushai da dpt gelaran budak kampong...ms first day tu la...aku x phm asl ustazah pggl die bdk kg...sian die...tp klakar sgt ^_^

hari nie mmg syok gler...well sbenarnye klas agama je yg menceriakan hari aku kat skul ari nie...hihihi ^_^

first day as a third former...

eventho today is the first day of school but i can already feel the burden on my shoulders...i can already feel the stress...huargh...dorg lantik aku jd bendahari kelas...huhu xnk...da la aku jd bendahari pahlawan...aku pun jd setiausaha silat sekolah...dengan banyak2 kerja kursusnye,dgn silibus yg nk dihabiskan before julainye...dengan harapan sume org nye...argh...tension la...aku nie da la jenis yg tension...hish bengang btol la...grr...huhu x thn la...rs nk nangis...aku nk mngadu tp xd sape nk dgr...wah nk ngade la plak...tp tu la yg aku rs nk sgt wat skunk...