huhu

pagi td aku da bagi coklat yg aku bli semalam kat dia...aku x la bg betul2 kat dia , aku letak kat meja dia...dia kata x ske coklat jadi aku bli la coklat putih...hahaha same la tu tapi wane ja laen...aku x tau la dia suka ke x en...biar la aslkan aku buat pe yg aku nk buat...hari nie dorang kt ada check-up en so aku ajak la yana tuka baju awal2 tp rupa2nya xd pn...mesti esok...x pe r...blh trus tuka baju silat...tp aku tkt nk buat silat lps da kna suntik tuh...dorg kt sakit...aku bukan la tkt sakit tuh tp aku tkt jadi pe2 ble buat silat ngan keadaan cmtu...heee klu jd pe2 cmne??tu yg aku tkt skunk nie...da la sok de pertandingan kawad...sian mas ngan fatin...kna kawad ngan keadaan cmtu...weyh...!aku underweight!krg dapt ubat pil!!!eewww!!!aku xnk...!!bluek!x ske!x ske!x ske!waaa nk nangis....da la bau ubat tu kuat gila!x thn aku!zati tunjuk td aku tgk dgn mte x caye je..waaa...aku x nk pil...suntik aku x ksh tp pil???no!!!yada...!

me and him

i have just realised that he is different...he is different from me...from friends who i normally spend time with...from friends that i had before him...i realised now that when you enter a whole new world you'll meet diferent kinds of people with different backgrounds, different mentalities, different mates, different attitudes and so much more...we are all not the same...we think differently, we have different types of friends and we come from different lifestyles...he is not the kind of person whose life is just restricted to friends from school, old friends and family...he's different from me...normally that's who i am...but i'm edging closer and closer to the outside world...i try not to think from one point of view...but he's different...i think he has done what i'm trying to do long long time ago...he has soo many friends that maybe even i never possibly thought of being friends with...he is way much more social than i am...i know people like this exists...of course i know...if i dont, then there might be a serious problem with my head...what i dont know is i never expect to be close to such people...i'm not that social type...but i'm close to one...which i never imagine i would be doing...i was wondering if he thinks i'm in a nutshell...its kinda hurt if he does...well...i be myself...that's what i did and that's what i will do...zutto...

congratulation kashif!and sorry...

congratulation kashif!i'm happy for you!congrats congrats congrats congrats congrats...!!!he said he got 84% and first position!although i dont really know what he meant but my guess is he's the top in his batch...^_^ i'm really happy for you!if only you are here then i could really congratulate you properly...@_@ but its ok...i'm really happy to hear your success eventhough we are miles away...^_^ congratulation again!but i'm really ashamed because i thought that you had forgotten me but its seems not...i'm very sorry...i apologise from the bottom of my heart...i'm really really sorry for thinking ill of you...sorry again...i was really happy to read the news you gave just now but i also feel guilty for thinking bad of you...sorry again...i'm sorry...i'm really really very sorry kashif...sorry sorry sorry from the bottom of my heart...sorry again...@_@ but i'm happy to hear your good news ^_^ and sorry again...

silat

weyh...pnt gler weyh...serius pnt gler...aku rs cam nk kna serangan jantung je td duh...serious ckp...first round tu la mmg ms da bis wat lompat hooray tuh aku rs cam kna serangan sakit jantung je!mmg penat gler2!serious lps da wat tuh aku xd suara langsung...suara aku langsung xnk kuar!mmg aku cam keputusan oksigen...mmg seriously aku ckp x pnh aku rs sepenat nie!!!yana bes duh!!!die x wat lngsung!!sbb die d mslh negara...eee geramnye...die lepas wat sume2 tuh...huhuhu...pnt gler tahap cipan...pnt!!!

some some some

yesterday was a school day...nk ganti for the excess holiday that the school took...well school was until 1 pm...and about 3pm me and few frens went to some street to buy some things...geez...that taukeh r cinkak lowh...grr...lousy fellow...then we went to some place to buy something...that time i really didnt know what to buy...but then we decided to buy a something...it's such a cool thing and very cun ^_^ maybe on monday i'll give the thing to some person...hehehe...dont know what that person's reaction will be like...hurm...wondering...wondering...then when i got back home,i called some person and we talked like some time and the conversation was somewhat like very interesting until we talked for some time ^_^ hahaha well what's soo interesting was because we talked bout silat!hohoho very2 interesting...^_^

bluek!

today was a good day...well kinda nice...hurm not very nice actually...mas didnt talked to me at first...i realised that she ignored me when i called her...maybe i thought she didnt hear..ok fine no problem but then i cant stand it anymore...i asked ira what's wrong with mas coz she ignored me...
she didnt know...so i asked mas myself what i did wrong...is it becoz i palau her yesterday...then she sadi remember it urself r...with her cold tone...i felt guilty...but its just a small thing...not like i did it on purpose... = [ but after that we're ok again...hee cuak aku...seriously sometimes i cant predict her actions and when she's angry sometimes the reason is unpredictable...and i think today is the highest amount of attempts that the boys tried to make me fell...urgh nyampah tol!ske sgt nk wat org tersadung!blek!and i dont like hafiz today...i want to borrow rm1 pun xleh...blek!stingy!its not like i'm not going to pay it back...name pown borrow!huh!stingy hafiz...XP

hihi ^_^

hmm2 ^_^ today i felt soo good...the first thing i did this morning was checked my email...n there were 2 emails from kashif...wah!i love it!it felt very nice inside when u knew there was someone cared for u especially when that person is the oppposite sex...hihi ^_^ today the boys came to silat too which was very2 exciting for me...hahaha dont why but i like it when the boys came to silat each time...maybe becoz it made silat looks like many people or maybe becoz they r the boys...hak2 wateva...the point is they came and that's what made me happy...^_^ what's the point they join silat if they didnt came right?so when they did came i felt very good inside...its more exciting to do something with ur frens u know...even abg nizam didnt lecture us like he did last week which was very good coz we(me actually) didnt have to do the 2-minutes-in-the-position-of-the-boys-pumping...hahaha doing that thing was really tiring...my arms muscle mostly and the legs...fuh!really exhausting!but actually we did that thing just now...and what's unbelieveable was that i only broke of from that position for one time only!its like i actually manage to endure almost the 2 minutes horror!wow!really2 unbelieveable...a record for me...hahaha today i have tuition...later actually...and bal isnt going to be with us anymore coz he stopped already......what a pity...its not like i actually talked to him during the tuition...its just not going to be the same...@_@

seriously speaking

seriously...i dont what is the reason they gave me all that comments...they just made me more confused and all...hurm...so i helped him...then what?its not like i'm going to do all his work or anything...i'm just helping one or two...then what?someone ******* me???wow shocking!seriously speaking i never thought that far...and another thing which was shocking is when i told someone bout it...someone said someone's jealous!hoho unpredictable...truly unpredictable...never cross my mind that someone would feel worry or jealous for me...haha