wonderful day...hik3

today we(adib,khushairi,mas,ecah n me) supposed to go to national library to do some research...BUT...the national library was closed!i already arrived there!mas and aishah were already on their way AND UNBELIEVABLY(betul ke ni?) those two guys were still in their houses...and the most irritating part was that khushairi KNEW the library was closed today!if only he told us about it yesterday,then we wont have to go through all those troubles!hahaha give all the blame to khushairi!hahahaha i'm so bad...(not!) muahaha...but then i went to aishah's home...we ate lunch at McD in ampang point...then luckily her brother came home at the right moment to send me to lrt station...hehehe ^_^ if not i would have to take the bus!hahaha my money is saved!(like i have any) kuikuikui... ^_^

two jokers of the year...

today was the last day of school for the first term...after school i went to jj with aishah...we had something VERY IMPORTANT to buy...hik3...some days before,he said to me that if we(aishah and i) want to go to jj, tell him...so i told him about we're going to jj today...then after some time aishah and i looked and searched in jj, he showed up with adib...at first,we didnt see where they are but then we saw them in kfc,eating...hmm...what i can say is that its not fair!they get to wear t-shirts and all n we were wearing school uniform!we really felt out of place...they got to bath and wear nice clothes and all and we were so tired and sweaty...then they teased us!its just not fair!but honestly speaking,those guys looked very cool...^_^ i never knew they would look soo different in normal clothes other than school uniforms...hehehe...really2 cool if you dont know who they are...but once you talked to them,all the coolness shattered to thousands of pieces!they are terribly annoying!of course the jokes that they made were funny and all but khushairi most of all really didnt know when to stop!he's just soo irritating!and when he paired up with adib to make jokes,they could be the most annoying jokers ever lived!i really had a good laugh...i know...i cant deny that...but when they(especially khushairi) went overboard, i just cant stop myself to explode...but all in all it was fun and i had one of the most laughable times in my life...if only aishah and i could wear something more appropriate,then things would be much better...

after exam

i'm back!!!i stopped blogging for a while because i wanted to concentrate on my studies...actually my exam ended last wednesday but i didnt have the chance to post anything until today...i was too tired to surf the net...last wednesday,after the school ended,yana,farisa and me taught naqib how to do 'solo'...then yana came to my house to create her email accounts...she seriously didnt know anything about emails...then yesterday evening i was soo tired...once i entered my room,i slept immediately without changing my school uniform...i dont know why i felt soo tired...maybe because i didnt have enough sleep the last few days...huh~ i knew one of the marks for my papers and i'm not satisfied...i felt frustrated because my marks is lower than the last exam...huh~ i'll do my best for my trials...i dont want my marks to go down...well,good luck miaka-chan...

we're ok...

^_^ at last...i'm ok again with him...the first day that we fought i sent him a msg but he didnt reply...the second day i apologised again...he replied but sinically...the third day i wished him good luck for the exam and apologised again...that night he requested me to call him...i called after i woke up from my short sleep...i thought he forgave me but from the sound of it,it seemed he was still angry with me at that time...then there was something that he said that made me felt very sad and i broke down...i guessed it melted his heart when i'm sad...he said he was sorry for making me sad...then today,i didnt think i have the guts to look into his eyes...after school he called me and asked why i reacted like that?was i angry?i said i'm just scared to look at him...he told me that he didnt felt soo good when he knew i was sad...so he said that there wont be a cold-him anymore...he'll be the happy-him...^_^ i'm very glad...so it seems we're ok now...my only wish for him now is that i hope he do well in the exam...

my stupid mistake...

i did it again...its all my fault...i fought him today...i accused him...its all because of my hot-tempered...i did it again...i made him angry...just its because of a different reason...but in the end its because i didnt believe him that made he's angry with me...i know and i realised its my fault...he's angry with mas too is my fault...he's angry with adib too is my fault...if i didnt accused him for taking my money he wouldnt be angry with them too...its all my fault...well i suspected he took it because he knew where i put the money...after science before i went for my recess i found the the money's gone...so i only thought of one person which was him because i thought he's the only one whose bold enough to play tricks on me...i thought he took the money to make me angry...so when he persistently denied,i just got very angry...i thought he was pulling my legs...i shouted at him(as much as i regret it now)...i refused to believe when he said that he didnt take it...its all my fault...i'm the one whose sooo dumb to put the money there...and i accused him for taking it when there could be in a one million chance that other people might took it...i'll make up for the money loss...but what i really hope now is that he forgive me and not being angry anymore...i did it again...last exam also the same thing happened...he got angry because of what i did...now the following exam,the same thing happens again...huh...why am i such a fool?

exhausting friday...

i'm happy to see azim today ^_^ yesterday he skipped school...he promised not to do it again but i dont believe him...the last time he said like that,he disappeared the next day...and it happened again yesterday...i told him to do the homework that he supposed to do...i dont know why i cant stand it when he 'fly' or didnt do his homework...its like studying is not important to him and it hurts me to think like that...but he said it is...i'll believe him if he prove it to me...i'll believe if he fulfill what he said just now...his promise...and also today i told farisa what she want to know soo much but her reaction is unexpected...she's not surprised...i thought she would but she didnt...ok so now,its my gang,aishah and wan who knows...lalalalala~ as long as they keep it quiet its fine by me...its not that i want to tell the whole world,its just that they're my friends and they suppose to know...well,certain knows but not all of them...and today we've got another step for silat...yana's soo enthrilled!hahaha she's soo cute when she's like that...she looks like a cartoon character drawn to live...hahahaha...with the new step,we're one step ahead and we also discovered that we are soo not fit and it showed that our last year's masal was soo not tough...and this year we totally change the concept and it make things a whole lot exhausting!well what i know now is that i have to stress on my studies first...after the exam,i'll stress on masal...

PS, its my first onii-chan birthday today...happy birthday along!cepat2 la kahwin...amin..hahaha

muhd asyraf fariq a.k.a. along

i'm in a great mood today...hehehe...last night,acap called me!hahaha...out of the blue too...haha then he suddenly said that i'm full of myself and had forgotten him...huh!who's the one who seemed didnt want to talk to me in the first place?!he didnt even wish me during my birthday!now he said i've forgotten him!bluek!hahaha but i dont mind now...hihihi i'm happy he still remember me...he called from his boarding-school!at night too!and he called three times!hahaha i asked him why he called then he said because he missed me...i just laughed...hahaha i really didnt expect that answer from him...i'm very happy just to hear his voice...and hahaha he called me icah!hahaha it sounds weird to me...but he's such a sweet guy...i just hope he'll study hard because he said that his last result was not soo good...he got to stay in the boarding-school just like he wanted so i hope he make the best out of it...^_^ then just now i received a moon at school...hihihi it is soo cute!plus it's blue!he wants me to accept it as my birthday present...thnx that's soo sweet of you...^_^ ok its 6pm already and i have to get ready for tuition...and i really hope that we'll go out to eat tomorrow...i want to celebrate yana's birthday...i want to! k bye for now~

my close friend...

i have to let it out...i cant stand it...it keeps bugging my head no matter how much i tried to ignore it...! just now at 5pm i played badminton with izzati...at last!...and when we played we talked about a...and the thought about him just keeps playing in my head until now...and i cant stand it because i'm trying to study here!!!so i need to get it out of my head A.S.A.P. so here i am sitting in front of the computer in my brother's bedroom to let it out in my blog...just now she asked me why?so i said because of the cuteness and sincerity...and i SAW she made those faces that liyana used to make when our conversation was about a...now that i think about it,he was never sincere during the early time of our friendship...well you could say SOMETIMES but mostly he lied to me or played me...it was fun for him but not for me...but as times passed by he became more and more sincere in our friendship...i respect when a sincere about a's feelings...i trust a on that...anything that includes a's feelings i believe what was said...a's the naughty type...i never experienced or knew anything about a life of a naughty person...most guys are naughty but i was never close to one...and when it comes to advising,what a hard job it is!and a's one of the guys which seem nice with girls and talk sweetly...and the terrible part is a doesnt even realise that he's playing with someone's feelings...he looked blur but he's not...our friendship is about a year already...he's still with the sweet talk...now that i realised,after izzati point it out,no one among the guys in our form(that i know) is matured...no one including him...he is actually a nice person but acted like a lousy one...like we said just now,those guys probably think being matured is not cool or something or maybe its embrassing for them...well they are totally wrong...zati said maybe he thought he's matured but the fact is he's not...well,i can guarantee that he's not...with all those childish act i've witnessed, there's no way i'm going to say he's matured...being soo irresponsible...soo childish...well,from my friends point of view he is not a nice person at all but i'm comfortable being freinds with him...when i talked to a i feel that i can say about anything...although with all those childish,irresponsible and most immatured acts, he's still my friend and i'm comfortable being friends with him...i just hope that he'll be matured soon and stop the idiotic behaviours...it'll be my happiness if he does...

tiring...

i had just finished doing revision on history chapter 4 which is on brooke's family...i am mentally tired right now...very tired...i thought i want to stress it out by playing badminton but it seems izzati's not home...she didnt even answer her call...so i thought what can i do to diminish this tiring state of mind...i NEED distraction...i thought i minght as well go to Loo's shop but no one is available to take me there...so here i am...posting for my blog...i hope this choice is the right one...i have a lot more to revise after this...now that i think about it,i think this is the first time i write something using proper english...i want to laugh but i dont have the desire to do it...i'm just soo tired...hmm but it seems my tiredness has lessen as i write more...good thing...by the way,i really need to go to Loo's shop...not just because i need distraction but i guess its a good excuse for one...i want to find papers which have pictures on them...i have a project and i hope to make the best out of it...i want the project to be a success...i'm hoping for good reaction...even if a smile is given to me, it is more than enough ^_^ for no one information, i'm listening to fly.fm right now through my third brother's mp3...music is a good distraction too...hmm i can feel it...i dont know how to describe it...but i can feel it inside me...no flowers bloom...no butterfiles flutter...nothing...just silence...just what i want this moment...